Wish every emotion every feeling, which we experience, could be expressed precisely in a word or two or could be defined within exact boundaries as we express and define our anger, happiness, fear, despair, agony, ecstasy, love, hatred and countless other emotions. We run across these emotions quiet often, almost every day in our lives, & are able to express them quite comfortably, and with similar ease can convey these feelings to whomever we want to.
I wonder how often and if at all, you also come across this special and rare species of reactions or you can call it emotions or chain of psycho and physiological reactions which are triggered by some special event, like with me it happens when I get to read or hear something from someone whose…..errr………..ummmm………twitch…..twitch… <3 <3 ;-) darn special and important my life. But in a strangely complex manner, that situation when you come across something or witness something which open flood gates of emotions inside you & in spite of how much we try and take control of things we’re left with cyclones fiercer than that of the Mars’s and Jupiter’s running inside your stomach, excessive burning of blood and oxygen in the diaphragm as if you’re breathing in mixtures of highly flammable gases and not just simple oxygen. The heart beats so fast that you’re forced to believe that continuous hearth quakes & its aftershocks are specifically targeting you. You can feel your ears and face turning warm & red due to excessive flow of blood. The blood, which is full of emotions, reactions, interpretation, expectations and what not. Jaws stuck to each other and the body ceasing to move. Your mind filled with things to say but the words won’t come out. These flash floods of emotions which leave us like a mum dead statue in midst of crowd.
It carry’s on for an undefined period of time until we recover back from it to start again, start again to prepare for many such flash floods, many such killings of things which are inside us but we bury it sometimes for sum one else and sometimes for ourselves and most of the times just like that………
It carry’s on for an undefined period of time until we recover back from it to start again, start again to prepare for many such flash floods, many such killings of things which are inside us but we bury it sometimes for sum one else and sometimes for ourselves and most of the times just like that………
